Super Nova

For some reason everything seems strangely different today. Perhaps it was the warm weather this weekend, or the good company I have found myself in the last few weeks. It all just seems all so oddly different. OK, I'm not particularly happy about this ODD feeling, as a matter of fact, I feel somewhat apprehensive, as if something dramatic is about to happen, and this will all change again. One thing is for certain, I am going to have to make some behavioral changes to assure that I am more alert, and take notice when or if this next change happens. I have a bit of a bad feeling about this... I wonder why? If you have a clue, let me know.

Now, as for the weather, how nice was that? I mean, how nice was it to walk light coatedly throughout town on Saturday? How nice was it to sit on the stoop, sipping coffee reading the newspaper as the sun went down prior to the so called "big game" Sunday. How nice was it to close your eyes listening to the sound of gulls while sitting on the beach as the warmth of the sun danced a jig on your cheeks, AND memories of good friends and great times danced a jag in your mind? There is nothing quite like a nice warm day in the middle of a cold old winter.

Speaking of light coatedly... despite the apprehension noted above, or perhaps outside of this apprehension, I continue to enjoy, or rather perhaps I should say, I am starting to enjoy this re-alignment of my social life. Although, yesterday, I was forced into a decision not to see old friends of Jen and mine. Forced mostly because I was a plain old idiot the night before. It was quite sad deciding not to go see Shari and Tom, even more sad realizing that there is a very good chance I may never see them again. Same could be said for Mike and Laura and Elisa and Jason, AND George and Stephanie, Tami, Rori and Chrissy. But, I can take some pleasure in having the friends I have, the friends I will keep, and the new friends I will make. I feel as though I have made a few new friends, I guess time will tell what these new relationships will be like. As always, as with all my friendships, I'm sure they will have a positive impact on me.

Anyhow... Super Nova, was a good day. I think.